Harijadi Si Kurus Tapi Hensem

Kehkehkeh kalaulah boleh ku dermakan daging & lemak2 di badanku, sure si kurus tapi hensem nih dah exceed 20kg hehe

Kurus atau sedang2 aje atau berisi atau bambam, it doesn't matter to me coz you're my little hero, you're my little sunshine, you're my everything.

2 weeks ago, I was so proud when I saw you snorkelling on your own as it shows how much you've grown up from being the grab-whoever-next-to-you-boy to one who carries himself with more confidence and courage the cowardly dog. To some people, that's nothing but to me it's an achievement on its own.

When I wrote this piece, he's lying on my bed, listening to 'I can't smile without you' over and over again...he loves it

and I love him.

Happy 9th Birthday MuhammadHaniffRashdan

Mother's Day with One Unhappy Mother

I gotta leave them kids for few days, leaving for Sing-ka-poh via KLIA around 4.30pm on official trip.

Since all of them was on long leave last month for KK trip, we decided that none will follow. We might be going down again during Nov school hols, so that's considered as justified.

Yesterday, we had an early birthday celebration for Adan coz I won't be around on Monday. I bought him the usual present. Another LEGOCity set, kali ni yang polis pulak. He wanted to complete his coast guard collection but there was none. Gotta check from other outlets as I would love to buy him the coast guard chopper and land transports, cool jeep with stretcher and all. Me likeyyy....(confession : i love lego, now & forever, TQ to my abah who introduced me to the blocks since I was a baby)

To all of you who deserved to be called 'Mother'..Happy Mother's Day from KLIA with tears love ...

I lost my precious henpon..

Due to my own negligence, I lost my beloved muah muah henpon today. I accidentally left it in cafe's toilet. Hubby gave it to me in 2009 and I love this phone to the max. That's why I haven't jumped into BB & iphone thingy till today coz this baby has everything that I need.

See the phone ? That was 2 years ago while it's still in its shining glory & masih bau kedai...

I can't get over it, it's not so much of the phone but the contents. My address book, notes, recipes and important numbers (like kedai letrik punya secret code untuk tau harga modal kt pricetag :P) and the most precious things are the videos & pictures of the kids which I haven't copied to our lappy. Hannah dancing, Along singing....

'I need to buy' tau...bukan sebab'I want to buy'...

Who cares ? The title seems more like I'm trying to do some self-justification here...sungguh tidak cool dowh

Need to do gadget shopping spree, my lappy harddisk tinggal few MBs (not even Gb) sampai nak run program pun sangkut. TQ to my habit of snapping thousands of pictures...

Nak tengok rupa ext. harddisk lama aku ? Beli tahun 2005 Haha gila sadis dh masuk ICU, went comatose, regained some consciousness and back to coma again...

Yang kalerful itu adalah sepit rambut hannah ye puan-puan. Solder dia dh tercabut maka kena pandai2 la rekacipta nak bagi circuit tu connected. Nk kena bawak pi solder kat Lowyat jap. Rugi owh ada 80Gb tu...

Kebetulan opis buat IT gadget expo (kononnya...tapi jual piuk nasik sama iron, gadget la sangat), aku terpaksa diulangi terpaksa beli new ext HDD, mahal sket jek tp xyah menapak ke BukitBintang sinun kan ? Cari DVD-R nan ado. Sempat browse netbook for the kids, macam ok gak t0shiba punya. Carik router-tidak-berwayar lagi la takde tapi cordless phone ada. Tengok stok sumer stok klasik jek, nak clearance la tuh.

Mata terpandang GalaxyTab...bila pulak Tab 10.1 nak sampai Mesia ye, beza sgt ke dgn yang 8.9 ? US launch June hehe tgk review vs AiPad mcm syiok jek.

Dah, jangan nak melalut...henpon ko hilang, toksah dok pikiaq pasai Tab,Aipad, netbook segala...cuba pikiaq nak beli henpon apa. Penin.

Buzy buzz buzz May for me

Tomorrow am leaving town again, heading north to a special occasion for my niece. Her wedding.

I know for sure, apart from the wedding, it's gonna be hectic as before coz hubby will drag us, literally, to all makan places in Tepeng and nearby...in other words, boleh matila kalau tak pegi to these usual spots...the food is nice but if you were asked to hadap the same menu for more than 10 years, mak naik jelak jugak nyah...

I just wish than we can re-route to places like Kellie'sCastle or maybe TelukAnson or bodoh2 pun KolaKangsar. It's gonna be a wishful thinking as my other half is not the type who deviate from plan, A to B would be A to B. No A1 or A2 in between. So kalau tetiba nampak something menarik tgh jalan takyah susah payah nak ajak berenti, simpan je lah niat murnimu itu. So, there goes my impromptu travel plan...huhu.

Back to my buzzing May :

3rd : Farewell lunch@rebung
4th : Site Visit with T.Tennis Assoc. M'sia for InterCentralBankGames2011
8th : Fly to Merlion City for course
11th : Back in KL
16th : Centralised training every Mon & Tue till July
21st : Kontan, aqiqah my latest niece, JasmeenMalaeka

Mari rasa penat bersama-sama....

Letsss = Mari = Jom

Sia2 jek ada kawan keje LHDAnne, org kuat bahagian refund sumore

time e-filing, manjang sipi2 deadline haha

Kawan-kawan (yang belum buat) Marilah e-filing bersama2, semoga ia tidak menjadi e-failing (nothing to do with the system, in case I 'ter'offend org2 di sana hehe).

Senangnya dalam hati...

There's few more yet-to-read books left on the rack, so trip to Bo0kXcess is sumthing that I'm very very much looking foward to. When my boifren said let's go to Amc0rpMall, mcm kera dapat bunga excitednya...

His 0akley need some tweak done and it should not cost us anything, it's FOC. But we came home few hundreds poorer. Books books and books for me and the kids. Few aeroplane models for the big boy and a new sunglasses for me :) weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Back to my book loot, since it's WorldBookDay, BookXcess offered more discount on the already discounted price. Yippee yay yay. I got 2 large print hardcover JeffreyArcher @RM34.90. Hmm since when plak aku baca this genre ye ?

And few more books to teman me for another few months, I'll wait for next BigBadWolf to get more.

I'm currently on StiegLarsson 1st book, buku yg dah lunyai dipinjam orang tapi tuannya tak khatam2 lagi hehe.

Once finished I would start KenFollet's 1100++pages...then only i'll touch the jewels above.

LalALALALlalalalalalalalalaaas

Suka sangat pegi KK ye...

Bila :: 13-16 April 2011
Mana :: KotaKinabalu
Siapa :: Keluarga saya dan adik ipar saya dan mertua saya

Ye la, sape tak suka kalau tiket murah yang amat, hotel dah sah2 75% diskaun, tu pun potong gaji. Tinggal duit nak belanja je la, kan ?


Tengkiu ApiTerbang for the cheap tix !!

Beli awal gila tiket sampai mcm ingat-ingat lupa bila date nak pegi.


Before check-in Magellan, sapedek dulu, Hannah tumpang tido kat stroller Rayyan, so I gotta sling Rayyan on me

Tujuan asal beli tiket is nak jalan-jalan and bawak mak Man pi rumah adik dia kat KK sinun. But Allah has His own plan devised for us. Paksu passed away 2 weeks after we bought the ticket and on the day we landed in KK, Maksu is back in Taiping. My SIL's hubby plak kena outstation kat China.

Memang dah decide awal2 nak skip trip to Gunung sbb baru je pegi x sampai 1 year pun. Lagipun I don't think my in-laws are fit for that kind of journey. Berliku-liku bukit bukau.

1 day spent in town, lepak Magellan. Malam keluar makan dekat Tg Aru but we missed the musical fountain show sebab makan adalah lebih penting hahaha


Ready for wet agenda, the rest stay kat hotel sampai check-out. Aku lost kenapa Hannah x happy sbb tgh kontrol perut

The highlight of our KK trip this time around :

ISLAND HOPPING !!! (which was purposely cut-off from our earlier trip)

We opted for 2 islands only, sedar diri heret anak 3 org. Yang penting bleh berendam. Sempat hola cik Ikan tanya pendapat. So Sapi and Manukan on top of our list. We spent more time in Manukan which I think is more seshuai untuk piknik and lepak maybe because of its size and facilities. Banyak picnic benches provided.


Ada org excited naik speed boat, aku dah pening sbb boat melompat2 kena lambung


Jeti kat Pulau Sapi


See how far I was from the kids, mak tak tahan panas nyah, dah la mak memang spesis hitam manis...bg alasan pantai x lawa tapi betul apa.


Water baby, super happy super horray jumpa beach



Kejadian ngeri, our boat (yg kt belakang tu) mati enjin kat tgh2 laut & kena oleng2 dgn ombak for at least 10min in between Sapi & Manukan. Aku dah siap floatkan waterproof bag aku. Ketaq woi sebab bila boat senget dah nak cecah muka air dah.

Berendam sampai legam !! Kalau korang nak pegi make sure bawak bekal banyak2 sbb lepas berendam memang kelaparan yang amat and food sold on the island x best not to mention mahai nak mamfoss.



Manusia2 kelaparan balik dari pulau, g jumpa bestpren BIL yg jadi store manager NasikLemakAntarabangsa kat SuriaSabah. Apa yang unik kat sini ? Lauk dia ala2 restoran Thai bukan lagi franchise nasik lemak biasa. Sedap mamat Siam tu masak !!



Nexus is haven and the room is huuuuuuge but 1 thing which I don't like, they charged us for extra bed unlike Magellan. The bed cost me more than the room !! And the rooms were a bit to far from the beach and cafe so we end up wasted our time waiting for buggy to fetch us everytime. We can request it because we have senior citizen and baby in our group. Kalau takde pandai2 la kome menapak ye..xde nak layan fetch bagai...we spent 2 nights here.






Sape la awek gemok baju ijau tuh ?



Lepas solat Jumaat panjat ke View Point yang macam takde benda nak di view. Dunia..lihatlah lenganku setarap drumstick gayanya, lipatan perut tak b'jaya dicover sbb henbeg kurang besar. Maafkanlah aku yang masih tidak comfortable with my own body. Lepas ni aku dah berazam akan pose tanpa rasa mahu menyorokkan apa2.



Lepas tu turun dan menapak melihat clock tower, just to make sure we covered all historical places and must visit places. Adan insisted on going there after I told him about the tower. I made sure they read the history as well. Sama-sama belajar coz I oso donno what the heck it represented or signify.


Mat Rayyan si bam bam gebu, anak sedare aku


Bersama mummynya yang kuruih


Just before sunset, sempat lagi aku merayau menembak sorang-sorang


Aci tak tempah pasu cenggini utk umah sendirik ?


Santai-santai di Nexus, as planned



Bagi budak-budak join xtvt kat situ rm50/person for batik painting, bicycle and wet xtvt. I negotiated that I dont want to do wet xtvt coz we're checking out in few hours, managed to get extra frames for batik painting so Hannah and moi can paint as well. Yay!!




Menyorok di belakang anak menjadikan anda kelihatan sedikit kecil dan tiada lipatan perut dpt dikesan



While the kids round2 naik beskal, babah fought hard to win the game against an Aussie boy. Babah won..phew seb baik, kalau tak malu sbb segala mak pak pakcik makcik dia duk tengok. Yang paling celaka best ayat last sedare dia 'oh i thought you're 1 of the resort's staff'. Hello..ingat we can't afford to stay in Nexus ka ? Dah sah2 laki aku pakai casual, bukan uniform. Kesimpulan, harus dress up lagi atau pakai sahaja sepender seperti mereka, baru nampak umpama seorang hotel guest.

BTW, here 'something' captured hiding behind wall at Nexus, I almost fainted bila terzoom ke situ tapi tangan laju je snap. Di siang hari ? Mmmm Nexus oh Nexus..kesian jantung ai tauuu...

Next trip (biar betul korang ni..nak pegi lagi ??) either fully spent at Manukan Resort while hubby go for dive or maybe lazying around in Nexus. Bliss.

Terbang bersama ApiTerbang ke Sabah bah..

Scheduled Entry

Off to KK for few days

KK ? Again ?

Yes, again and again sbb Firefly murah hati bagi tiket RM0.02 (+tax RM18)

Dah plan for next visit pun haha

No Ranau or Mt. Kinabalu this time around, just frolicking on the beach & if weather permits maybe some island hopping sambil2 survey ManukanResort coz we plan to stay there for our next visit. Bermalas-malasan di tepi laut adalah sangat indah. Yang tak indah cuma aku yang takde bikini-body haha

Originally, this trip would be fully spent in NexusKarambunai tapi ada request nak stay Magellan Sutera for 1-nite. Oklah. Layankan aje...

Pasni, jangan beli henbeg...

fabrik !!

Hahaha tajuk ala2 amaran dari incik suami kepada sang istri, nan ado insapnye bang !! Mau tambah lagi adooo

Citernye..seksa aku nak menten beg jurulatih aku yg disponsor oleh boiprenku sbb udahla kaler suci murni, fabrik pulak tu...blom apa2 dah ternoda ngan minyak motor kapcai wakakaka...mau htr ke BagSpa free2 jek kena 100++ to remove that 2 tiny dots. Kena scout kat Jusco carik stain remover...(blom apa2 dh ada yg cakap, naik moto jgn la bwk beg tu...akak tak pilih kasih dik, bantaiii)

Itu beg aaa tada boleh lasak2, tada boleh naik motor x pakai jaket punya, tada voley taruk atas lantai woh. Manyak shushah oo...saya manyak ganas sama henbeg saya...itu coach sling lama saya pakai pigi groceries dekat OTK juga, orang kata sayang ooo, saya kata..best ooo. The best-est sling tp tala muat mau masuk itu camela.

nehi nehi to fabric handbag unless in dark colors. Leather pun yg light bukan mcm braun buffelku yg rasa mcm patbelas kilo atas bahu. Beg nylon always favorite sbb sgt versatile, senang cuci, bapak ku suke tgk beg nylon esprit ku yg pink menyala-nyala (dibeli di EspritOutletAlamanda) lalu dia request satu untuk dirinya. Kelllaas abah !

Next bag yang diperlukan :

1. leather sling big enuff for purse, hp + camera (calon: M1ss60, MJ Petal2TheMetal in Red)


2. beg g kenduri grand yg ala2 kat dewan ballroom, aci? (calon: berangan nak CabasRivington)


3. (kalau present) apa2 style, apa2 brand, apa2 kaler pun ai sudiiii contohnya beg jurulatih yang disebutkan diatas tadi :) I love you Yang

Semalam, suda kira henbeg, konpem blom sampai sepuluh, disahkan oleh auditor :)

Bagahollic checking out..

Another delayed entries...erkk

As usual, citer basi yang berlaku bulan March, yang telah di draft tapi tidak di post. My bad bad habit.

I posted it on the date it should be posted so here are the links

Birthday Hanis on 11 March 2011

Wedding my sis on 12 March 2011

Rehearsal for the real thing to come...

Anak-anak sedang menjalani latihan asas sebelum pendedahan sebenar hahaha

Depa ni blom tau betapa peritnya bestnya camping.

Bapak aku memang kaki camping, walopon adik-beradik aku ramai, bapak aku x kisah punya, dia sumbat kitorang dalam kereta and zooom pegi mana2 pantai, pasang khemah, malam2 buat unggun api ala hippies gitu and lepak for few days sampai hitam legam. Sebab tu la kulit aku tak brapa nak cerah kahkahkah balik kg nanti aku godek album camping kitorang

Masa skolah plak, maklum aje skolah kat kg, takdak chance woi nak pilih ko-k. Klu sekolah kat pekan koman2 ada pandu puteri ka, bulan sabit ka..kat skolah aku cuma ada pengakap sahaja, mau nggak mau itu jelah ye...I was the penolong akela (sape x-scout tau la menatang apa ni), kumpulan kejora, pembuat gajet terbaik, the best & cleanest khemah sbb ingat pesanan bapak aku dari kecik. Guna apa yang ada untuk buat apa yang perlu. Camp site bapak aku mesti lengkap, tmpt masak, tmpt sampah, tmpt laundry, tempat lepak..sumer buat dgn apa yg ada dekat2 situ. Bukan mcm sekarang, macam2 alat bleh beli..mudah jek.

So what's next ?

Picnic & camping luar rumah ehehe

Camping somewhere nearby

Camping somewhere in Taman Negara. Ada bran mommies sekalian ?? Let's do it

I have my Saturday back !!

Last Saturday, aku sit for the final exam kat UIA.

Final as in final. Terakhir. No more. Tak ada lagi.

No more classes on Saturday, no more marbeles nasik lemak with sambal sotong-pedas-nak-mampus-tapi sedap, no more test on 3rd week, no more assignment, no more exam in Ahmad Ibrahim Kuliyyah of Law or is it HarunM.Hashim ? A faculty with interesting room's name. AlSarakhsi,AlShirazi sampai pernah silap bilik exam...

Now waiting for the result & convo !!

Yippee, I have my Saturday back...so, where to go friends ?

Never ever read...

...few books at the same time coz u would end up never finishing any. I was currently hooking up to Her Fearful Symmetry, but decided to peek into few pages of Gadis Bertatu Naga. When I flipped back to Audrey's book, I couldn't recall who the hell is Robert !! Sheesh..

So, take 1 at a time and you'll finish in no time.

Now thinking of going back to BookXcess coz tgk rak buku mcm x banyak choice dah tinggal. Few books yg belum baca sumer series which I can't skip, gotta read in sequence termasuklah siri Gadis by Larsson.

I need to go to Kinokuniya as well to find 1 book on architecture, to be given as a gift to our parting boss. Yeah the boss who carries Birkin to office and driving sporty Aud1.

Happy 11th besday my dear Hanis

Belated entry for my princess, her birthday was on 11 March 2011

My dear, we're sorry that you couldnt have a proper birthday party this year as we're traveling back to nenek's house for CheNik's wedding. We bought a tiny cake the night before we travel, a surprise & impromptu plan from both of us. Adan played his role as the news + cake bearer when Along was watching TV. As usual , adik will share everybody's glory. Everybody's birthday is her birthday

I didn't know that you plan to celebrate it with your classmates, which didn't materialise as you skipped school that day. But we made it up by buying you another cake to be brought to school tho it's 1 week late.

Present ? She requested for a microscope...yes, you read it correctly, a microscope. Lucky they have it at mainan'R'kami. Kalau tak mana mau cari ?? lab supplier kah ?

Adan bought something for her as well, 1 week in advance, something which I think is very very nice especially when he said 'Along mesti suka ni'... what a thoughtful lil brother. It's a mini-drawer for Along to put her stuffs, brooches, keys and hairband.

Hanis, your birthday is not about present but it's about you being another year older, bout you being 11 years old, about you being our gift. About you starting to feel the peer pressure or maybe about you hoping that we can be as cool as her friend's parent, it's about everything...above all it's about you being you.

Hanis, ibu and babah will be around when the rain comes or when the sun shines. You just have to open up your eyes. We love you more than you will ever know.

'Wahai Tuhanku, berilah aku kesanggupan supaya dapat mensyukuri anugerahMu, yang telah Kau kurniakan kepadaku dan kedua ibubapaku dan supaya aku dapat mengerjakan perbuatan baik yang Kau sukai, dan perbaikkanlah keturunanku, sesungguhnya aku bertaubat kepadaMu dan sesungguhnya aku termasuk orang-orang yang menyerah diri'

Amiin

The wedding on 12 March 2011

For the 1st time ever, aku x pegang camera masa event, wedding my sis. Bila check memory card ada la jugak snap2 yg boleh pakai. Dah post pon ke mukabuku. So xde gambo yg elok ye adik2 until the official photographer release his version. Orang itu adalah my own BIL hehe can visit his blog, baru naik 1 gambar, ye itulah dia adikku yang berbaju hijau **http://mohdhafeezhalim.blogspot.com/**

Perjalanan kali ni sgt perit sbb hujan all the way from KL and byk pit-stop. We left the house on Friday around 4.30am but since my BIL + PIL x siap lagi kami proceed and pit-stop kat Temerloh R&R utk solat & hubby pejam mata sekejap. End-up 7.30am baru depa sampai and we proceed to next destiny. My biras hometown, Kuantan, to drop her there since she's not fit to travel (tgh tunggu hari sgt dah). We left her house around 10.30am and zoomed to the next stop, KualaBerang for lunch & Fri prayer break. 2.30pm left the town and headed straight to check-in@AgroResort so that they can take a break. We had another 15km to reach my parents' house.

Sblm tu aku dh call perantin tanya amende lagi yg x siap, they said all in order, all ok. So mak balik, hati senang nyah. Until I saw...all hantaran yet to finish (sirih junjung pun lom buat!!), dah la kitorang prepare for both sides, theirs need to be handed over malam tu jugak. Goodies bag lom isi. Bilik pengantin belum buat, pulut semangat xde lagi. bunga manggar konpem la xde. Aku dah start bernapas mcm org dalam labor dah..fuh fuh fuh. It's oredi 5pm and the wedding is TOMORROW !! Akad nikah 9AM!!

My BIL requested nk makan sotong celup tepung, so hubby nak kena bawak and I had no choice but to follow. Dalam hati dah start planning mana nak terkam dulu bila balik nanti. Dalam kalut kami sampai tempat sotong pukul 6.30pm and turun je kete my BIL flashed his BB to show about the tsunami warning. Alert = tsunami will hit east coast beaches at 6.30pm, there I was standing like few hundred metres away from the scary beach (yeap, the beach looks pretty unusual that day, even b4 we know about the alert, we talked about the rough sea and strong winds in the car). Hilang selera nak bersotong, ber-ikan celup tepung aih..we tapau-ed everything and rushed out of the area. I even called Dd to check the alert to which she confirmed that it was already cancelled. Cancel or not, we can't take the risk with 3 small children and 1 yet to be born.

Balik dari pantai, aku terus dive into all the stuffs and finished the thing around 4am. Dengan x mandi, x makan, still pakai baju travel tu, melekit belengaih sumer cukup (masuk tandas tukar pad jek). Mak rasa nak pengsan sungguh...and nak marah pun ada bila org kejut pagi esoknya hahaha bangun, kesat taik mata, tengok kat luar..sudirman terus nyanyi 'hujan yang turun bagaikan mutiara...'

Hujan turun mencurah-curah 2 hari sebelum kenduri and it lashed on our khemah and everything for the whole day only to stop the next morning. Sunshine with no sign of dark cloud at all. Kesian pengantin terpaksa kensel sesi outdoor.

Tapi kesian lagi family pengantin (moi & soami + adik bradik moi) yg dah singsing kain, lipat seluar segala bagai. Ulang-alik tambah lauk & ambik goodies, mmg konpem lencun tapi tetap menten bergaya bersama selipar jepun masing2. Maka x sempat lah aku nak bergaya dengan hi-heels kelabu ku yang seksay itu.

BTW, I lost my wedding + engagement rings and till now the news has yet to hit me real hard as deep inside I can feel that I will get it back. Time will tell...I pray and pray and pray. I saw it few times in my dream and I can feel that my prayers were answered, just a matter of time for me to get it back.

This entry is suppose to be about a wedding and a wedding should be merry and happy. But reading all those stories above, one mat think that it's all chaos. It's not. Those are all behind the scene from a wedding planner. What others can see are all cheerful wedding as wedding should be. So hop on to the wedding album on my FB to see how it went.

Alhamdulillah, sorang lagi lepaih, 4 more to go huhu

Alang2 citer pasal wedding, pengantin tuo pun nk raso duk atas pelamin. Maklumla tak merasa dulu2 hehe sihat segar bugar pengantin pompuan kek bawah ni yo, sampai pengantin lelaki buek muko. Ekau malu yo bang ?? Iyolah, nanti den cubolah jadi mcm awek lamo ekau jaman 90-an..

He's Back

and I too, bounced back

I lost 4kg during the period (no diet, no gym) and by the time I published this entry, I've gained back the lost kilos hehe. I'm good at gaining, losing is different story altogether..

Miss him soooo much, my father in-law pecah lubang saying..'Man duk teriak (nanges) mlm2 ingat kat hangpa'...oh ahkak sgt syahdu & gumbira dgn statement bapak mertoa ahkak itu...

Note : He landed on 7 March 2011, 12.50pm and we took airport transfer all the way to Gombak

He's away...

...for good reason.

Man selamat menjejakkan kaki di Tanah Suci for more than 4 days now. On Fri aku rasa aku dh ok and aku yakin aku dah ok. But now I know that aku sebenarnya tak ok lagi.

Maybe because ada exam on Sat so otak aku dok focus nak exam, now that exam was over...the feeling came back. Tak tau kenapa kali ni rasa rindu kat Man macam..entah aku x bleh explain. It's just too much. Overwhelming.

Bukan tak pernah berpisah, even pernah sampai sebulan aku kat Manila and S'pore. Maybe sbb dulu aku yg tinggalkan diorg...yeah maybe, dia pun pernah pegi teambuilding and amik lesen dive around 4 days..so I cant tell why it is so different this time around.

Dd came to my house today sbb hubby dia ada event opis dkt Kemensah, tak jauh dr umah aku. Impromptu visit from a friend maybe to cheer up my day. TQ babe. All went well until she left..rasa sunyi sangat walaupun anak2 duk melompat atas katil. Hilang semua azam aku nak habiskan buku2 yg belum baca coz I can't sit on the bed without thinking of him. The moment budak2 tido (semua tido 1 katil rapat2 peluk2) I wept, I cried myself to sleep every night.

And I know for sure that my husband cried to sleep as well. I can't help but crying while doing this entry. And I haven't stop crying for the past 1 hour. Ayang, ibu rindu sangat2 kat Ayang..Ibu doakan Ayang dpt buat umrah dgn tenang, doakan ibu jadi isteri yg lebih baik, ibu yg lebih baik, doakan kebahagiaan kita dan anak-anak.

Kena hasut ngan setan apa aku ni sbb sedih2 when I'm suppose to be happy & let him go with an open heart as he's visiting RumahAllah. Ampun Ya Allah, murahkan rezeki kami agar kami sekeluarga juga diberi peluang melawat rumahMu ...

OMG OMG OMG

I do not expect to receive a nomination, what more an award. I did not prepare any speech coz this is so unbelievable, unexpected..OMG *tapak tangan di mulut*

I would like to thank my husband for being my rock, supporting me during hard times. My family, my friends mmm mmm OMG, I'm sorry if I missed any names I cant think straight right now.

Mmm not to forget to honeyseries for awarding me with this meaningful award. It means so much to me. I can't thank you enough. *cium award sambil melambai kepada hadirin dan hadirat sekelian*.

Turun tangga sambil pegang gaun meleret panjang...in slo-mo...opps tergolek plak...

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Ah sudah...aku bab2 ni memang lemah la. Jadi sebagai seorang bekas auditor bertauliah, saya dengan ini menubuhkan Suruhanjaya Pemilihan Blogger dengan objektif utk memilih siapakah yang layak mendapat award ini sbb saya benci bila kena decide bab2 cenggini..i menci tauu...

One down...few more to go...

My cinta hati will be leaving for umrah in 2 days time and I was having trouble sleeping for the past 1 week. We are missing each other already as we won't be together for at least 14 days. He will be accompanying his mother (father & SIL+ her fmly) as part of MIL's nazar.

So here we are, feeling miserable like 2 love-sick kids who are about to be separated during semester break. Touchy feely sexy u name it..

After class yesterday morning, we went for a date at Pavi and poured our soul out. He then dragged me to THE BAG shop but I declined saying that I do not want to buy it yet as I want to get it together with my buddy, so he asked me to pick another bag. Something in khakis with pink rose handle/sling. When he was paying for this, I fell in love with another 2 bags. Sangat tamak di situ..

So, one down, many more to go hahahaha to my kaki in UK, L0ngchamp is still in my list, hampir ku lupa diri di Pavili0n last week coz a similar nylon bag (but triple the price) was on 40% sale but managed to sekeh kepala sendiri and back to reality. Maybe sebab ternampak SazzyFalak pakai legging sambil carry green ChaneL(L) terus lupa cita2 beg nylon.

Tabung eLviVo juga sudah dilancarkan. I'm letting go few of my bags soon untuk memenuhkan tabung2 lain.

Please oso gimme my Anya, MatYaakob would be marvelous (tp marc by matyaakob in Pavi carries hideous design. Aku lalu xde prasaan nak pegang2 pun, but KLSeeSee outlet mcm menareks.

Confession : my last bag & shoe shopping was in 2009. Sekian terima kasih