Saturday, 13 June 2009

Off Somewhere Down Under

By now...I maybe dozing off onboard of MH141 heading Down Under. A very short transit at Sydney, before landing at Brisbane and whisk-off by airport coach transfer to the sunny & chilly land of Goldie.

Yeah, I know the swine flu thingy but let them in Melbourne to worry about that. I've mask, I've tonnes of Dettol sanitizer and I will definitely will HAVE FUN...

I'll be back on 21 June. Most probably be given 'cuti free' for at least 7 days. Remember ?..the flu ? Adios. Roger and out,

Thursday, 28 May 2009

Layak ke panggil 'MAK' ??

Orang mcm ni x layak jadik mak.

Aku x leh tahan airmata tengok gambar budak tu dlm paper hari ni..lagi meleleh bila dia kata dia still sayang mak dia...Sucinya hati anak-anak, kan ?

Friday, 22 May 2009

Wow...we're married for 10 years !! TEN YEARSSS !!

Not today...tomorrow it will be TEN, a decade, one zero, 10 years !!

23 May 1999 - 23 May 2009

Since we had some 'agenda' tonite and tomorrow...I would like to congratulate myself and hubby for being able to hold on to this sacred married life..

  • no matter how annoying I can be
  • no matter how you hated me when I started nagging
  • no matter how bengkek you were when I kept on saying 'jap lagi, 5 min lagi' when you woke me up every morning
  • no matter how disrecpectful I was to buldoze some of your decisions
  • no matter how rude I was to give you THE LOOK when I was against you scolding the kids
  • no matter how dissappointed you were when I gave excuses not to ehem ehem

many many more

I'm sorry if I were too dominant but then you have your own part that I have to bear with. So in the end we are to accept and tolerate what's best and what's worst in each other.

We never had a grand wedding
We never had a 'real' honeymoon
We never had time to travel the world
We never had enuff money to spend for ourself until lately
We never had so many things to compare to others

But we had each other when we had nothing else

After 10 solid years and 3 big kids I think we deserve to celebrate 'US BEING TOGETHER' in a more grand manner.

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY. I LOVE YOU

Sunday, 10 May 2009

Hutang entry menimbun

Perrghh..

ala2 x sempat nak catch-up ni.

Gila byk citer x sempat nk dijadikan cerita kat sini. Even event bulan March pun bila aku ingat2 balik ada yg tertinggal. Sbbnya...aku klu nk recall kejadian tgk gambar dlm folder. Klu x bwk kamera time tu, selamat jln romeo la jwbnya.

Korang sabar ye....nanti muntah ijo plak tgk entry aku x putus2 pasni.

Warning kepada diri sendrik : Dah 3 minggu ko x jejak gym, dah 3 minggu ko makan minum sesedap rasa tok nenek ko. Tapi sib baik ko byk keje, siang mlm x leh tido pastu last week satu dunia demam..maka berat ko maintain. Pasni keje x bz, anak2 dh sihat ko jgn ngengades and kekonon risau berat naik balik. Lu pikirla senirik...

Saturday, 9 May 2009

Selamat Ulangtahun ke-7, Adan

My keding son is now 7 :)

No matter how challenging it was or it gonna be, ibu and babah will be there for you. Thinking of all the pain that you have been through and the fact that you rarely shed a single tear even when they poked a giant needle or when they pushed 10-20ml of drugs into your body every few hours for so many years..it made me realise that you're actually stronger than me. I don't know how you can cope with all that...

Thank you Allah for the gift, for giving us this boy. This sweet dimpled smile boy. Ahh..that dimple brought me back to the moment when you were juz 3 days old and I thought I hadn't had a chance to kiss you before the surgery, the moment when the nurse noticed me and held the OT door with her legs, the moment when you suddenly opened you big eyes and smiled at me showing that dimples of yours, the moment the nurses cried with me when I can't kiss you coz there's too many tubes and I can't tiptoe with my c-sec scar, the moment that was carved deeply in my heart, it won't get erased.

Being able to see you growing-up, cheeky, sneaky and sometimes rasa nak aje 'bagi'...all the ups and down. That's priceless.

Happy birthday Adan, love you. Nak siku ke ? hahaha

Thursday, 23 April 2009

Sudah berjaya, tapi...sikiiit je lagi...bleh ?

There's a lot of going-ons in my life now but I have no time to sit and blog about it.

Just to update on the progress of my mission to reduce my weight/BMI to a healthty level. I thot I've nailed it when the scale's showing...

53.5kg

sometimes 54.5 due to food & drink consumption. So I was thinking of maintaining and slowing down on the gym routines.

But after further consultation and looking at the body measurement print-out (hehe buat free kat kedai jual alat2 kesihatan). I have to reduce another 3.9kg because...

my body FAT % = 30% !!!!

Abg kedai yg ada muscle tu ckp...dah dlm range healthy sbnrnya tp skewed towards overweight. Reduce sikit lagi so dia jadik dlm range 20 - 27%.

Goods news, I've achieved the BMI target. Yay !! Gambor baru lom ambik sbb dh dkt 1 week x pi gym hehe . So now..the vain-ness in me started to kick-off...if u can get this far from (62kg - 59kg - 57kg - 53kg) than why not go all the way to 48kg ? Hahaha that's clearly not motivated by health reason anymore.

Sunday, 12 April 2009

Distance Makes Heart Grow Fonder

Huhuhu I miss him so much...

There are times that I wish to be left alone...but when the day came I don't think I can survive without him by my side.

There will be ups and downs but I definitely want him to be with me...

4 days without him...turned me into one miserable lady.

Ayang, I miss you...come back home and we'll have another dive trip :p

Monday, 6 April 2009

Tips : Batu Hempedu / Gallstones

Ni tips dari x-schoolmate aku, Sue. She went through the sufferring and now fully recovered. She was scheduled for operation tapi dia cuba cara traditional. At the same time, aku googled. Those in italic is the one yg aku tambah based on En. G0ogle nyer info.

Bahan :
1/2 liter minyak zaitun (yes half-a-litre !!) - portion can be adjusted
Perahan lemon / any acidic juice (apple/orange/grapes) but lemon squeeze seems better

  1. Puasa bermula dari pkl 12.00 tengahari - 7.00 malam.
  2. Lepas tu, minum 2 sudu besar minyak zaitun dan 1 sudu besar perahan air lemon.
  3. Baring sebelah kanan dan naikkan lutut ke dada
  4. Maintain dalam posisi tersebut for about 15min. Ulangi sehingga habis minyak tersebut.
  5. InsyaAllah, batu tersebut akan keluar bersama2 najis. Hijau katanya...(tapi bukan kryptonite)

Nota : Proses ini haruslah berterusan, jangan putus atau diganggu dengan tugas2 lain.

The most important things is the virgin olive oil and lemon juice. The acid was meant to soften the gallstones. For the portion, ada yg mention 1/2 cawan minyak zaitun dara (virgin olive oil) + 1 biji jus lemon segar, minum in 1 shot and masuk tidur. Without fasting. Ni utk org2 yg rasa x leh telan minyak byk2 la. Bak kata Sue, rasa cam nak muntah minyak hehe

Harap2 ada yang boleh dpt manfaat from this.

That was based on her experience. TQ Sue, she's now based in Sydney. Pengawas tau masa sekolah hahaha tapi pengawas yg cute dan manja...

MU..ko memang hampeh la

Kalau nak menang ko kasik jek menang awal2, ko jgn penat2 sampai injury time pastu baru menang. Sakit jiwa ahkak tau, sakit lagi chewing gum dlm mulut Fergie, tau je la kan, kalau ManU mcm nak kalah dia chew ala2 140km/j hahaha...

Sekian lama aku missed so many games, bangun pagi asik tanya Man, 'sape menang?'. Last night..aku missed gak the 1st 2 goals by R0nald0, tapi cemana ntah bleh lak tahan mana the last 15min. Aku rasa sbb aku nampak 2-2 pastu dh 80:++ kot.

Semput gila nengok depa dok struggle sampai la the young padawan kasik sebijik, baaaaaaik nyer curve 3min into injury time. Kan ke senang score awal, x la aku ala2 nk terjatuh sofa..TQ Macheda.

So now, ko main biar menang pastu jgn lupa doa Liberpool kalah. Tu jek aku nak pesan...

Monday, 30 March 2009

In Memory of Dr Haliza and Dr Amin...

The 1st part of this entry was written on Friday nite when it was reported that both of them went missing, I don't know why I was a bit hesitant in publishing it, I think deep in my heart I was hoping that both of them will be found, safe and sound. So I saved it as a draft, only to edit it again tonight with the sad news.
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It was reported in most of the newpapers today but I took no notice of it until I read it in Harian Metro while waiting for my order.

Dua doktor pakar hilang

AMPANG JAYA: Dua doktor pakar kanak-kanak hilang selepas keluar dari Hospital Ampang Puteri, di sini, dengan menaiki kenderaan seorang daripada mereka, pagi Rabu lalu.

Kedua-dua mereka yang bertugas di hospital berkenaan dikenal pasti sebagai Haliza Mohd Shafie, 53, dan Amin Tai Abdullah@Tai Yun Ming, 57.

Ketua Polis Daerah Ampang Jaya, Asisten Komisioner Abdul Jalil Hassan, berkata pihaknya menerima laporan dibuat keluarga mangsa memaklumkan mereka masih tidak pulang sehingga semalam. “Kandungan laporan itu memaklumkan dua doktor berkenaan, Haliza bernombor kad pengenalan 560218-08-6392 manakala Tan bernombor kad pengenalan 521229-12-5201.

“Laporan polis itu dibuat suami Haliza, Md Ridzuwan Mansor yang menyedari kehilangan kedua-dua mereka sejak tarikh kejadian,” katanya di sini, semalam.

Menurut Jalil, hasil rakaman kamera litar tertutup (CCTV) pada jam 11.30 pagi mendapati kedua-dua mereka dilihat keluar dari hospital itu dengan berpakaian pejabat.“Mereka menaiki kereta jenis Nissan Latio berwarna hitam dengan nombor pendaftaran BKF 304 iaitu milik Haliza yang berada di tempat letak kereta kakitangan hospital. “Selepas itu, kedua-dua doktor berkenaan tidak pulang ke rumah mahupun datang bertugas dan kereta Amin turut masih berada di tempat letak kereta khas,” katanya.

Berikutan itu, beliau meminta orang ramai yang mempunyai sebarang maklumat berhubung kehilangan itu supaya menghubungi Inspektor Norazman Zakaria di talian 019-2147899 atau Ibu Pejabat Polis Daerah (IPD) Ampang Jaya di talian 03-42897222 untuk membantu siasatan.

It failed to register in my brain earlier coz other papers did not mention any names or which hospital.

Both of them are our family doctors. Dr Amin was the paediatric surgeon, the one who performed the surgery to correct Adan's condition (Trachea Oesofageal Fistula) when Adan was 3-days old and continued to monitor him in NICU for the next few weeks. He was the one I asked for when nurses failed to get Adan's vein to poke the IV.

While for Dr Haliza, she was Adan's paediatrician since Day 1. She was very fond of Adan since he was APSH 1st TOF case (born and treated).
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Now that both of them were no longer with us, all the memories kept on rolling in my head like a movie. I knew them both for 7 years esp. Haliza. When Adan was in his 1st year, we met her on weekly basis, and later with a good progress it became monthly, every 3 months, 6 months and now as and when necessary. Both Dr Haliza and Dr Amin were good friends.

It came as no surprise when the police confirmed that they suffered multiple injuries due to hiking accident somewhere in Bukit Tabuh. She was an outdoor type. We used to talk about her scuba diving trips and other activities. I read their friend's blog, it was mentioned that both had reached the everest base camp before and scheduled to climb Mt. Kinabalu, again. They might be warming up for the trip...fate's calling.

Due to our frequent visits, we knew the trick to avoid waiting too long in her clinic. Hubby will rempit to APSH to get the number 1st thing in the morning, usually no 1-4 hehe and we'll be there around 10 or 11am coz she only came in around 10.30 or 11.30 after her ward round. ahh..memories

You know what ? For 7 years.. I've been putting off the intention to capture her with my boy..there's always..nantilah..one day I will. Now..Adan will only remember her in his mind, as he fondly called...Dr Haliza Adan, like she belongs to him mmm...From now on, we won't be meeting her jovial-self and hearing her saying her usual greeting whenever we meet her...

'Haniff Rashdan, my special boy...'

Al-Fatihah dan takziah kepada keluarga Dr Haliza and Dr Amin. We are forever in debt to both of them.