Layak ke panggil 'MAK' ??

Orang mcm ni x layak jadik mak.

Aku x leh tahan airmata tengok gambar budak tu dlm paper hari ni..lagi meleleh bila dia kata dia still sayang mak dia...Sucinya hati anak-anak, kan ?

Wow...we're married for 10 years !! TEN YEARSSS !!

Not today...tomorrow it will be TEN, a decade, one zero, 10 years !!

23 May 1999 - 23 May 2009

Since we had some 'agenda' tonite and tomorrow...I would like to congratulate myself and hubby for being able to hold on to this sacred married life..

• no matter how annoying I can be
• no matter how you hated me when I started nagging
• no matter how bengkek you were when I kept on saying 'jap lagi, 5 min lagi' when you woke me up every morning
• no matter how disrecpectful I was to buldoze some of your decisions
• no matter how rude I was to give you THE LOOK when I was against you scolding the kids
• no matter how dissappointed you were when I gave excuses not to ehem ehem

many many more

I'm sorry if I were too dominant but then you have your own part that I have to bear with. So in the end we are to accept and tolerate what's best and what's worst in each other.

We never had a grand wedding

We never had a 'real' honeymoon

We never had time to travel the world

We never had enuff money to spend for ourself until lately

We never had so many things to compare to others

But we had each other when we had nothing else

After 10 solid years and 3 big kids I think we deserve to celebrate 'US BEING TOGETHER' in a more grand manner.

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY. I LOVE YOU

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Perrghh..

ala2 x sempat nak catch-up ni.

Gila byk citer x sempat nk dijadikan cerita kat sini. Even event bulan March pun bila aku ingat2 balik ada yg tertinggal. Sbbnya...aku klu nk recall kejadian tgk gambar dlm folder. Klu x bwk kamera time tu, selamat jln romeo la jwbnya.

Korang sabar ye....nanti muntah ijo plak tgk entry aku x putus2 pasni.

Warning kepada diri sendrik : Dah 3 minggu ko x jejak gym, dah 3 minggu ko makan minum sesedap rasa tok nenek ko. Tapi sib baik ko byk keje, siang mlm x leh tido pastu last week satu dunia demam..maka berat ko maintain. Pasni keje x bz, anak2 dh sihat ko jgn ngengades and kekonon risau berat naik balik. Lu pikirla senirik...

Selamat Ulangtahun ke-7, Adan

My keding son is now 7 :)

No matter how challenging it was or it gonna be, ibu and babah will be there for you. Thinking of all the pain that you have been through and the fact that you rarely shed a single tear even when they poked a giant needle or when they pushed 10-20ml of drugs into your body every few hours for so many years..it made me realise that you're actually stronger than me. I don't know how you can cope with all that...

Thank you Allah for the gift, for giving us this boy. This sweet dimpled smile boy. Ahh..that dimple brought me back to the moment when you were juz 3 days old and I thought I hadn't had a chance to kiss you before the surgery, the moment when the nurse noticed me and held the OT door with her legs, the moment when you suddenly opened you big eyes and smiled at me showing that dimples of yours, the moment the nurses cried with me when I can't kiss you coz there's too many tubes and I can't tiptoe with my c-sec scar, the moment that was carved deeply in my heart, it won't get erased.

Being able to see you growing-up, cheeky, sneaky and sometimes rasa nak aje 'bagi'...all the ups and down. That's priceless.

Happy birthday Adan, love you. Nak siku ke ? hahaha