He's away...

...for good reason.

Man selamat menjejakkan kaki di Tanah Suci for more than 4 days now. On Fri aku rasa aku dh ok and aku yakin aku dah ok. But now I know that aku sebenarnya tak ok lagi.

Maybe because ada exam on Sat so otak aku dok focus nak exam, now that exam was over...the feeling came back. Tak tau kenapa kali ni rasa rindu kat Man macam..entah aku x bleh explain. It's just too much. Overwhelming.

Bukan tak pernah berpisah, even pernah sampai sebulan aku kat Manila and S'pore. Maybe sbb dulu aku yg tinggalkan diorg...yeah maybe, dia pun pernah pegi teambuilding and amik lesen dive around 4 days..so I cant tell why it is so different this time around.

Dd came to my house today sbb hubby dia ada event opis dkt Kemensah, tak jauh dr umah aku. Impromptu visit from a friend maybe to cheer up my day. TQ babe. All went well until she left..rasa sunyi sangat walaupun anak2 duk melompat atas katil. Hilang semua azam aku nak habiskan buku2 yg belum baca coz I can't sit on the bed without thinking of him. The moment budak2 tido (semua tido 1 katil rapat2 peluk2) I wept, I cried myself to sleep every night.

And I know for sure that my husband cried to sleep as well. I can't help but crying while doing this entry. And I haven't stop crying for the past 1 hour. Ayang, ibu rindu sangat2 kat Ayang..Ibu doakan Ayang dpt buat umrah dgn tenang, doakan ibu jadi isteri yg lebih baik, ibu yg lebih baik, doakan kebahagiaan kita dan anak-anak.

Kena hasut ngan setan apa aku ni sbb sedih2 when I'm suppose to be happy & let him go with an open heart as he's visiting RumahAllah. Ampun Ya Allah, murahkan rezeki kami agar kami sekeluarga juga diberi peluang melawat rumahMu ...

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I do not expect to receive a nomination, what more an award. I did not prepare any speech coz this is so unbelievable, unexpected..OMG *tapak tangan di mulut*

I would like to thank my husband for being my rock, supporting me during hard times. My family, my friends mmm mmm OMG, I'm sorry if I missed any names I cant think straight right now.

Mmm not to forget to honeyseries for awarding me with this meaningful award. It means so much to me. I can't thank you enough. *cium award sambil melambai kepada hadirin dan hadirat sekelian*.

Turun tangga sambil pegang gaun meleret panjang...in slo-mo...opps tergolek plak...

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Ah sudah...aku bab2 ni memang lemah la. Jadi sebagai seorang bekas auditor bertauliah, saya dengan ini menubuhkan Suruhanjaya Pemilihan Blogger dengan objektif utk memilih siapakah yang layak mendapat award ini sbb saya benci bila kena decide bab2 cenggini..i menci tauu...

One down...few more to go...

My cinta hati will be leaving for umrah in 2 days time and I was having trouble sleeping for the past 1 week. We are missing each other already as we won't be together for at least 14 days. He will be accompanying his mother (father & SIL+ her fmly) as part of MIL's nazar.

So here we are, feeling miserable like 2 love-sick kids who are about to be separated during semester break. Touchy feely sexy u name it..

After class yesterday morning, we went for a date at Pavi and poured our soul out. He then dragged me to THE BAG shop but I declined saying that I do not want to buy it yet as I want to get it together with my buddy, so he asked me to pick another bag. Something in khakis with pink rose handle/sling. When he was paying for this, I fell in love with another 2 bags. Sangat tamak di situ..

So, one down, many more to go hahahaha to my kaki in UK, L0ngchamp is still in my list, hampir ku lupa diri di Pavili0n last week coz a similar nylon bag (but triple the price) was on 40% sale but managed to sekeh kepala sendiri and back to reality. Maybe sebab ternampak SazzyFalak pakai legging sambil carry green ChaneL(L) terus lupa cita2 beg nylon.

Tabung eLviVo juga sudah dilancarkan. I'm letting go few of my bags soon untuk memenuhkan tabung2 lain.

Please oso gimme my Anya, MatYaakob would be marvelous (tp marc by matyaakob in Pavi carries hideous design. Aku lalu xde prasaan nak pegang2 pun, but KLSeeSee outlet mcm menareks.

Confession : my last bag & shoe shopping was in 2009. Sekian terima kasih