Another Sad Episode..

Next Monday, 3 August 2009, will be the day when my 1st dept in the Co. will be dissolved into nothing. People who were fighting for the 'function' to exist were no longer there.

I's quite a sad day for us and for me who grew with it since 2001. From a small section in a department, it was taken out to be a unit of about 50 and later upgraded to be a department with almost 100. Only to be reduced to NOTHING in less than 10years.

The management's idea was noble and and ideal but have they taken into consideration the staff readiness? Expecting a pure IT auditor to do financial and vice versa within 6 months is like...WhosTheFatherlah...So sick lah, telling auditees to be in control, governance, risk monitoring, communication, continuous assessment...blabla when in fact, u know... They should be checking & assessing the middle management instead of taking whatever bullshit & twisted facts these people were telling. Root cause, please.

I just want to do my work without being overburden with unnecessary stuffs due to other people's incompetency. I've been doing this for quite sometimes but I have never seen subordinate being 'USED' & 'SQUEEZED' like this. In here, it's hard to find a manager who can do their job, but if you want to find one who can kipas & ask people around to do EVERYTHING., very de easy. Tell you, even nak set date for meeting with someone in our own office pun kena call kami yg kat onsite ni. Dah kami susah payah dpt date, nak kata tolong konpemkan pun x leh. Kami jugak yg jauh dari opis ni nak kena call or email. Sanggup call kami back and forth daripada make 1 damn call to the PA.

Imaginelah klu benda sesimple tu pun xleh eh bukan x leh, tak mau handle, yg lain2 ?

So many restrictions on us as if we're not human. Cannot this cannot that, even training oso cannot attend. Cuti kena kensel. stay in the office = tak pi onsite ka ? pegi direct onsite = where's rose ? nak gi jamban = where r u going ? juz bcoz bwk pouch lipstick. Lama2 kematu jugak aku. Tabik spring toing2 la kat org lama yg bleh thn walopon 5minit skali ngumpat berjemaah. I cant be in a place where you HAVE TO bitch the boss like 24x7. It's killing me bebeh...stay & shut-up or leave & be happy.

SAD = JPFour
HATE = Treatment
PITY = x-Dir
FRUST = DeeDee
HAPPY = new Dir
HOPE = JPTwo
HOPE = GetOuuuuuuuuuuuuT

Being Birthday Gurl is 7th Heaven

Eceh..tgk tajuk..birthday GURL tu...girl konon kahkahkah opps dah dah jgn suka gelakkan diri sendiri

TQ kepada kawang-kawang yang wish thru HP, FB, and di belog ini..jadi episod seterusnya adalah menggambarkan kegumbiraan hati aku walopon sure akan ada org kata aku 'nyoho'...ahh !! pedulikan aja (meniru ayat bibik lagi..)

Oleh karna tektik hint secara terang kat laki aku x berjaya, maka aku dgn naked nekad tlh bertindak membeli sendiri hadiah idaman itu. Ala..klu bukan besday pon beli gakkan ? kan ? kan ? Nak justify la tu kuar duit beli barang mainan utk diri sendiri. Aku beli sbb bendalah tu dah nak pupus, aku x nak adik-beradik dia yg lagi canggih sebab...aku nak DIA..ish x paham2 ke ?

Senangnya dlm hati..lalalala

Pastu, aku baru tau aku ada sebijik henpon yang intelligent, dah pecah skrin sumer pun elok je boleh pakai..tiba2 hari Jumaat mcm sengal, see..timing baik punya. Org call x leh dengar sore aku...mati2 aku ingat diorang yg pekak. hello.. hello.. hellloooooooooo... pastu secara misteri angin xdak ribut takdak tiba-tiba '2 missed call'..apakah ? Sia2 aku kena marah ngan laki aku 'Apsal x jwb phone??' (insert muka b'kerut + inesen kat sini)

Rupa2nya ada org nak belikan yang baru..eh susah susah je, 'err tokei, wane merah ye'....TQ Yang..klu I x jwb phone anggapkan saja I tgh terkial2 nak godek menatang ni.

On Monday, sebab sayang laki lebih dari sayangkan Giggs maka aku selebret secara berdua2an. Ni kira tahun pertama (lps 10 tahun) kami dgn rasa x bersalah kuar selebret & dating mlm2. (time 10th anni. pun gitu w'pon pkl10pm lari balik ambik Hannah) Sbb malas nak jalan jauh2 aku suggest layan buffet kat bawah opis yg aku audit skarang. Man kata after 6.30 la dia gerak dr opis. Citer lawak masa aku tggu (bg aku la, tp mmg x lawak klu tnya Man erk.ampun). Aku ngantuk gilabab, godek alarm kt henpon baru. Bila sedar tgk jam 6.30, tp apsal kt luar gelap ek..tenung jam lagi..ceh apa aku mamai ni..dh 7.30 !! kelamkabut bukak henpon...ambik kau 9 missed call. Sia2 henpon baru.....maka aku ngan mamainya turun bawah makan apa yg patut.

Achievement, 1st time ever. I didn't hit the dessert counter AT ALL. which means I also broke my dessert-always-comes-1st routine yay..

Konon2 rasa x bersalah ye..blom apa2 tringat kat bdk2...by 9 dh rushing back. Given all the hugs and kisses at the door as usual and later they gave me these. Ni pasti tektik subahat dgn babah (coz he knew I wanted IsseyMiyake) but I'm still touched..especially when reading the card. Adan offered to read it..uhukuhuk berebut time nak ambik gambar dgn beg hadiah masing2 and Hannah declared 'Ni hadiah ibu ngan Hannah'..semerbak anak aku sepanjang malam :)

LOVE YOU KIDDOs

Kesimpulan : Bulan July adalah heaven

Note : Aku rasa aku juga telah mereward diri aku dgn 2 lagi henbeg. Dua2 must buy sbb harga gila..Dd dh tgk 1, Ezzah dh tgk lg 1

I'm Supposed to be Wiser Today, Am I Not ?

I'm 34

I don't feel like 34

But I like being 34 though still acting like 24

Too many FOURs

Happy Birthday to me, may Allah bless me & my family. Amiin

Hint kat cintahati to buy me sumthing on my wishlist. Only to be replied with 'Huhh??'..oopss salah strategi nampaknya. So end up beli hadiah yg diingini itu tanpa sponsor hahaha

He bought me a present yesterday, pickup this morning and later pegi umah Ezzah to selebret besday Irfatul Haifa. Ezzah & Izam, you both were doomed, you're now forced & fated to remember my birthday as well as my bibik's anniversary as my maid kahkahkah

Note : ManU will be playing M'sia AGAIN tonite, TQ for staying. Don't let me be booed on my besday, pls score at least 5 and let M'sia to score 1 or 2, ok..deal !!

Hannah's Birthday on 10th July 2009. She's 3

Since dah ada gambar yg boleh upload, jln la entry ni dulu hehe

Tapi mcm nak kena cerita jugak, kejadian2 yg berlaku 1 week before the party. I planned to do a real party for her (read: jemput koranglah..hehe) but on Wed, aku found out that she had HFMD..itu kakitanganmulut diseaselah, a mild mild one. Even the symptoms pun kluar sikit2 since Sat. Mula dgn dia sakit mulut (but no ulcer i.e. the classic symptom) & smelly breath..jenuh la aku duk telek mulut dia. Abih yg tu dia demam panas, sambung dgn mual2 mcm nk muntah then last baru kuar the rashes (not even blister, another telltale). The only thing yg ring the bell bila rashes tu kuar kat siku, lutut & bontot..dah lama baru nampak yg kat tapak tgn & kaki. Cpt2 call Eline since dia ada exp. Hannah being Hannah, memang x dak ropa org sakit...

So umah kami pun jadik la spital, bau dettol. Sib baik bibik boleh harap bab ni. Really appreciate her effort handwash baju ngan air panas + dettol and mop the whole house like few times a day.

Tulah kesahnya kenapa aku x jadi buat majlis. So since Hannah dh tau party tu apakebende maka kena la jugak buat ala2. Amek syarat ada kek, ada lilin, ada belon, ada present hehe cukuplah tu.

Bab present pun ada cerita jugak, jauh hadiah tu berjalan. Sib baik 'org tu' tak charge kos stor bergerak dia hehe Aku beli present masa Isetan Sale pastu sesambil tu tolong belikan borongkan susu Iman, when Dd picked-up the susu, aku pun gatai tumpang the present & my Visions double-boiler (yay!!) konon esoknya nk pegi ambik la nun di Kajang..Alih2 Next Fri bru aku amek balik from the same spot..Isetan KLCC. Sowii babe and sowi Iman, nanti soh mummy beli ye hahaha. I bought her another Lego Duplo, Supermarket set.

Import my sisters to do the cooking since babah blom beli present. Kami rempit to KLCC beli MegaBloks Mickey Mouse ClubHouse ngan Elmo which she wont touch huhu Adan& Along bagi Princess-themed kamera & walkie talkie set and Aciq bagi teddy, nicknamed Oyeng due to its color.

Dear Hannah, we love you so much, you're such a darling and adorable. Not too mention, cheeky. Cheeki-er than Abang..Happy Happy Birthday

I'm not abandoning my blog...

Another 4 weeks in hiatus...I had so many things to look at now work-wise, household-wise. Dgn 2 tangan & kaki pendek ni, tak mampu nak kejar.

Angan2 nk edit gambar cantik2 pastu baru upload mmg angan2 je lah. Byk gila event yg missed, even those yg x de gmar...haishh.

Wake up wake up...will start catching up from now. Will do short one on Gold Coast, followed by delayed entries (byk woh..mati gue).

So, ni ayat2 mukadimah. Tgh karang ayat2 entry lain.

Daaaaa...