I Totally Lost it

I walk, talk and do things with no soul. I just do what I'm suppose to do, I lost the feeling to strive. Trying to recover but failed miserably.

Need to sort my life back. I'm at my lowest now. Need a break from all the madness and finger pointing. I was attacked from all possible directions, can somebody at least be responsible and take charge ?? Is there a place where everybody know what they should do instead of hurling everything at me ??

I'm sick and tired of being made a decision maker only to be blamed later. I'm just a human.

I'm broken. It won't heal anymore...like before. I've lost my soul...sadly...this way..