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Penat2 aku completekan entry untuk tips pi GC, dah publish pon semalam tetiba entry ilang and bila leh recover..sumer link2 plak takde...

haiyoo...

wait ah..aku hapdet balik link2 tu and publish again...


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ALL DONE...I'VE RE-UPLOADED IT, SEE PREVIOUS ENTRY

YOU CAN FEAST YOUR EYES WITH ALL THOSE INFO. HAVE FUN PLANNING YOUR JOURNEY. HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY THE TRIP SAME AS I DID.

To Add Salt to Injury

From : *** Scholarship Section/Pr/***
To : ME
Date : Monday, August 03, 2009 10:35AM
Subject: Staff Scholarship Award 2009/2010

Dear All,

We would like to thank you for applying the Staff Scholarship Award 2009/2010. However, your application was not shortlisted and we wish you all the best in your future.

Thank you.

Another Sad Episode..

Next Monday, 3 August 2009, will be the day when my 1st dept in the Co. will be dissolved into nothing. People who were fighting for the 'function' to exist were no longer there.

I's quite a sad day for us and for me who grew with it since 2001. From a small section in a department, it was taken out to be a unit of about 50 and later upgraded to be a department with almost 100. Only to be reduced to NOTHING in less than 10years.

The management's idea was noble and and ideal but have they taken into consideration the staff readiness? Expecting a pure IT auditor to do financial and vice versa within 6 months is like...WhosTheFatherlah...So sick lah, telling auditees to be in control, governance, risk monitoring, communication, continuous assessment...blabla when in fact, u know... They should be checking & assessing the middle management instead of taking whatever bullshit & twisted facts these people were telling. Root cause, please.

I just want to do my work without being overburden with unnecessary stuffs due to other people's incompetency. I've been doing this for quite sometimes but I have never seen subordinate being 'USED' & 'SQUEEZED' like this. In here, it's hard to find a manager who can do their job, but if you want to find one who can kipas & ask people around to do EVERYTHING., very de easy. Tell you, even nak set date for meeting with someone in our own office pun kena call kami yg kat onsite ni. Dah kami susah payah dpt date, nak kata tolong konpemkan pun x leh. Kami jugak yg jauh dari opis ni nak kena call or email. Sanggup call kami back and forth daripada make 1 damn call to the PA.

Imaginelah klu benda sesimple tu pun xleh eh bukan x leh, tak mau handle, yg lain2 ?

So many restrictions on us as if we're not human. Cannot this cannot that, even training oso cannot attend. Cuti kena kensel. stay in the office = tak pi onsite ka ? pegi direct onsite = where's rose ? nak gi jamban = where r u going ? juz bcoz bwk pouch lipstick. Lama2 kematu jugak aku. Tabik spring toing2 la kat org lama yg bleh thn walopon 5minit skali ngumpat berjemaah. I cant be in a place where you HAVE TO bitch the boss like 24x7. It's killing me bebeh...stay & shut-up or leave & be happy.

SAD = JPFour
HATE = Treatment
PITY = x-Dir
FRUST = DeeDee
HAPPY = new Dir
HOPE = JPTwo
HOPE = GetOuuuuuuuuuuuuT

Layak ke panggil 'MAK' ??

Orang mcm ni x layak jadik mak.

Aku x leh tahan airmata tengok gambar budak tu dlm paper hari ni..lagi meleleh bila dia kata dia still sayang mak dia...Sucinya hati anak-anak, kan ?

Distance Makes Heart Grow Fonder

Huhuhu I miss him so much...

There are times that I wish to be left alone...but when the day came I don't think I can survive without him by my side.

There will be ups and downs but I definitely want him to be with me...

4 days without him...turned me into one miserable lady.

Ayang, I miss you...come back home and we'll have another dive trip :p

I think someone's CHEATING

Behind his / her spouse's back !!

Gurls our there...be prepared coz you won't know what & when it can happen. A marriage that SEEMS so perfect can crumble anytime.

Yeah...I know the grass is always greener on the other side until you crossed the fence and found out it was synthetic. If any of you are thinking of cheating or even just feeling like trying a short fling...

I would like to present upon you...my royal MIDDLE FINGER...

p/s : Guys..klu korang x hebat mcm Abg Jem aka Salih Yaac0b, jgn berangan nak psg spare hahaha

I'm in Dire Need of HELP

Ni gambar latest aku masa gi konsert AbgNasir kat IB. Happy jek tapi..cuba ko renung2kan gambar kat bawah pulak...spot the difference(s)...

Yeah reality bites.... some people said why bother, some take it personally, sensitive issue katanya, some said ok whaaat. Not ok for me...you can say that I have body image problem. I'm definitely open about this. I'm not happy coz I know that I can do better.

HELLO chubby-self...look in the mirror, at all the fat and flabs that you managed to hide (no more).

It's not a small matter when your own doctor advised you to manage your weight coz your BP is getting higher.

It's not a small matter when you feel light headed all the time.

It's not a small matter when you can fall asleep anywhere, anytime.

It'is not a small matter when you feel short of breath after 5-mins on threadmill

If that doesn't bite you hard enough then...

Look at your child...

When Hannah said 'Ibu bocek (boncit)...', yeah sounds funny

When Adan said ' Ibu banyak daging', yeah that's also funny

Wait until you're sick, then only you'll realise what funny really is...

Vain or no vain. I need help...

My vital stats (compared to Oct'08) :

Waist : 34inch (from 28)
Bottom : 40inch (from 34)
Weight : 59kg (from 48)

Funny moment :

1. Tailor aku amek measurement 2, 3 kali last 2 weeks. Siap ckp 'eh..betul ke ni..?'. Tgk measurement lama, ukur balik hahaha. Penat aku ckp aku naik badan dia x caya.

2. Aku godek cari girdle, sarung jek...selambak daging 'tertinggal' kat luar. hahaha tringat satu image animated gif yg tunjuk awek pakai girdle, perut kempis, daging extra timbul kat tempat lain..toingg...

Yang tak funny :

1. Genetically aku high potential candidate for hypertension & diabetese

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Dah panjang mukadimah (ye lah tu..)...nak tanya sket...

APA MASALAHNYA ?

Masalahnya, AKU..AKU ni yang x leh control selera makan or apa yg aku makan. I've started and dah turun but the moment aku slipped, it's freefall. spiralling dowwwn

TQ friend

You know who you are...

Feeling Weepy

I'm browsing thru my pix collection , looking at them kids, how time flies when you're enjoying it, kan ?.. until I saw a picture that was taken the previous nite...tetiba rasa sedih, not really, mixed feeling is more likely...

My little boy will always have a special place in my heart bukan sbb dia the only boy tapi because of all the things that he went thru right from the moment he came into the world. He went thru a lot for the past 6 years and looking at him today...cheeky, fidgety, kerempeng, manja and all, made me a little bit...i don't know...sedih happy worried sumer ada...Not that I'm treating my children differently but I have to admit that I do have soft spot for this boy tho there are times that I feel like tying him to the wall for hitting his sisters and many more. Boys will be boys

I was on GA when he was delivered thru emergency c-sec (his heart suddenly weakening and almost stop beating). I don't get to see him until few days later. 2 days in incubator, he was diagnosed with TOF and they operated him successfully. I think I met Eton Chandra when he was in NICU. He started his journey this way....

5 days old

and survived. Here captured in his 1st passport photo when he was about 6months. That's his 1st red shirt.

Kantoi nampak tgn aku tgh pegang hehe

He caught a chronic bronchopneumonia rightaway. He did a good job in surviving few ordeals in between. I think the worst when I was in S'pore (luckily) in 2004, auditing ArrHatchBeeBank. He was not well when I left. I don't feel good when hubby said that he's not getting better. I rushed back and felt like killing everyone in the house for taking things easily. How cruel of them to let him lying there breathless just to avoid him being admitted. I came thru the door, have one look at him, drop my knapsack, grab him and ask hubby to drive to the hospital. I was weeping and clenching my teeth all the way. I think I have the right to feel that way at that time.

In the emergency unit, I was scolded right and left by the Dr and nurses for failing to admit him earlier, I felt like screaming at them. I mean, I was away doing my job, I came back based on my instinct only to find him in that almost vege-state, so stop the blaming game, do your job and treat my son before I open my not-so-sopan mouth. Guess what, he was surviving with only 60% oxygen level !! He was immediately put in high-dependency ward right behind nurse station, under 24hrs oxygen supply thru mask, every 2,3 hours of neb and very close monitoring, every single food and drink intake were measured, even 2,3 pieces of kokokrunch will be put on chart. Open the mask pop the cereal, munch munch, breathless, put back the mask, and it goes on and on. He was injected with few type of drugs as much as 8-10ml at one go. He was treated with the strongest antibiotic. I cried everytime he cried, when he's asleep, I cried even louder. He bounced back in just 6 days. That's the worst, others just a normal combo of fever, cough + phlegm. APSH is like our 2nd house.

I'm cool now but I still don't take things easily when he complains about feeling tight at the chest. But then, I'm not the type who gonna put him on strict this-thing-cannot-that-thing-cannot, we do let him have some sundae, few sips of ice-blended. I don't stop him from playing too long in the water coz he loves water soooooooo much. What I did was to monitor his breathing, that's all. Even his medication is not on schedule, come tight chest, aero-chamber will be in action.

Last Monday, I was on 1/2 day leave to buy new stuffs for him. When I snapped this pic while he was trying his uniform, I can't help but felt so proud for my wafer-thin-son who waded thru strongly from day 1. I miss his dimpled-smile every single day. I'm proud of you son. Ibu and Babah love you so much. Dah besar dah anak ibu, but don't grow too fast dear...

Baru prasan x beli belt lagi hehe

Alhamdulillah, syukur tak terhingga atas pemberianMu ini.

Note : Adan will attend his orientation day on 15Nov, that's why i bought the uniform super early.

Goodbye..yet It's Not Goodbye

I was greeted by this magnetic note on my board this morning. Token from a dear friend.

Another colleague left for good, 24hr notice. She joined the bank earlier than me. It's quite a sad Monday for me to read 3 farewell e-mails in 1 shot. Another 2 were transferred to another dept.

Goodbye my friend, Gee, wish you the best. Do take care while you're in faraway land. I started to feel 'lonely' in the office without my usual colleague to chitchat and bergelak ketawa, luckily I still have those from old days of I$$U yang makin lama makin sikit.

But I do agree with you, we're just buttons away. Do keep in touch. Mana tau, panjang umur in 2 years time, kami sekeluarga singgah melawat... :)

LCCT in Sepang or Seremban ?

Our trip to LCCT started a bit late, but we’re sure we can manage that and arrive on time for check-in and some drama airmata. We rode in 2 cars, my SIL aka Aciq drove my MIL, Bibik, Hannah (sleeping in gendong ) and luggage. However, our next long journey to Terengganu for much needed vacation in Pulau Redang have to start a bit late (after 2pm) due to some ‘technical error’. My SIL missed the KLIA exit !! OMG…Considering that she’s the one who frequented the route almost every other month, I just can’t believe when she said that she’s heading Seremban !! The best part is that, check-in counter is closing in 20 minutes time. Gosh !! The hubby was clearly upset and I avoided talking to him for fear that he mistaken me for the sister, kang aku plak kena bambu hehe. I talked to the officer and managed to hold a passenger boarding, but he said that luggage will have to be sent by courier. That’s impossible according to Bibik. To cut the story short, they didn’t make it and we (hubby) spent another RM320 for a flight scheduled at 4.30pm. Apart from that, the SIL had to endure the brothers fury and she got to pay the price by staying there and ensure that Bibik board the plane safely. Kesian mak, they have to find a spot to lepak for another 4 hours. Sakit pinggang orang tua tu..

Discovery : McDonalds Hotcake is HOT HOT HOT, I like….it is so soft and gebu, the kids love it so much. Since I tapau the pancake, they put it in a Styrofoam container that looks like a tray with a cover, mmm nice packaging. It has 3 medium size pancakes, accompanied by 2 mini-tubs of butter and one larger tub of golden syrup. We were too busy eating and I totally had no mood to snap any pix. Will do it later. The downside of it : It costs me RM 9++ for 3 medium size pancakes, maybe the container cost half the price. Maybe…

I'm Pissed Off

Can I swear on my blog ?

I'm mad and definately hangin satu badan when the hubby called and told me that our daughter 'terberak dalam kain'. Don't laugh...it's not funny.

But why ? My daughter is one who can tahan the urge for more than few hours esp. when we're traveling unless she caught a diarrhea or really serious bout or stomachache.

When probed she said that the teacher asked her to 'tahan dulu' until another student who went earlier came back. What kind of rules is that ? She can't tahan anymore and accidentally settle 'the business' in the class. What a humiliation for a 7 years old. The teacher than asked her to wash and come back to class. OMG . This is not the 'kincit' kind of thing. Other schools they provided an extra uniform that need to be returned. I don't mind paying. or at least call our number to pick up the kid.

She had to endure all the humiliation, not to mention the smell, all the way until the class end. This really shook her confidence level. Luckily tomorrow is Saturday.

When I called the school they said, it was to deter a student from cheating. I confronted and said there are many ways to deter cheating but not allowing student to visit the loo is not one of the option.

I’m waiting for the teacher to call me this afternoon to know her side of the story, so that I can conclude and rest my case. Eventhough I'm mad but I have to be fair to the teacher and school as well. It could be just between me and the teacher but it can be between me and the principal. We’ll see..

Thanx god, I managed not to swear

The Uneventful Anniversary

Our 8th anniversary was one ordinary day. No celebration whatsoeva since it was a working day and it was a hectic one that left us with zero-energy by the time he picked me up, almost 7pm.

We rushed to KLCC to treat our tummy, ambik syarat. Tak baloi nak spend so much on dinner since I'm not on normal diet yet. Aiyoh, forgot to blog about my hellish experience with the wisdom tooth..later lah

That kind of non-celebration mood sounds dangerous for a couple but .....it was like that ever since hehe we normally have a belated celebration when we feels like it. Can oso...

I'm off for now, we've got a treat for the kids : Spiderman 3 tomorrow and Pirate's on Sunday. Adan loves Captain Jack Sparrow to the max, aye captain....he can watch the 1st and 2nd movie over and over even staying up until 2am, on his own. Then he woke me up to switch off the ASTRO (that will cost me rm93++ from now!!)

One wake up call for one selekeh wifey

My dear friend gave me a wake up call yesterday. A normal e-mail to plan for another hoya-hoya session turned me into a hard thinker the whole night.

I’m now on a mission to be the eye candy for my dear hubby. He’s not complaining whatsoeva but should I wait ? Nope, I’m gonna start soon.

Took a peek into my wardrobe and realized how selekeh I was all this while. I can't keep on using the 'same reason' for not dressing up. Thanx Dd