Big & happy news deserve its own entry...

2 entries dedicated for Puan Ninie in the Holy month of Ramadhan. The 1st is just a humble recipe for her to try.

But this entry is special because Puan Ninie & her other half, Incik Zaid (hi..) gonna be mommy & daddy soon. I want to share the good news so whoever is reading this entry will join me in wishing her well. And lotsa lotsa prayer coming your way, dik. Doa dari kakak untuk adik yang bakal melalui another alien yet amazing phase of life. A little tiny life is growing inside you. You can start 'moulding' your baby, trust me...your character and how you behave during pregnancy will have an impact on your baby's character. So be your happy self coz apart from that, every pregnancy is unique on its own. Next one might be totally different like day and night.

Keep all the momentos, dah ada blog senang boleh riwayatkan terus hehe *dlm hati, agak2 ninie letak tak baby ticker kt blog hehe*. I admit it that i still keep my last pregnancy test strip :) ewwww.

Dear Ninie & Zaid,
You can read many books
You can practise many sessions
But nothing can prepare you for the mind-blowing experience of this journey forward
Be prepared to deviate
Be prepared to follow your instinct
Be prepared to all the unexpected-ness of it

After all, you two gonna be mommy and daddy
That in itself is already a mountain

Don't fret, parenting is a life-long learning, it's an art, take a tiny step one at a time
You'll be there

Big, huge, fat CONGRTULATIONS to both of you (and to you sistah as well, am sure your announcement made her birthday even more meaningfull, she must be over the moon)

And...Welcome to the no-salary-no-working-hour-fulltime-lifetime-career territory.

Good Luck My Dear...

Walopon ucapan ni lambat 2 hari, kira boleh la.

Kepada Ayangku yang dah puas jadi penganggur sejak 2 minggu lepas,

Semoga dipermudahkan urusan Ayang dan juga dimurahkan rezeki KITA (ni ayat nak claim commission tolong buat resume and appraisal) di tempat keje baru.

Tapikan, mlm tadi I sedih bila u cakap, kalau jadi apa2 kat u, i dapat payment dr kompeni rm1.2mil. My dear, I don't want anything to happen to u and 1.2mil is nothing compared to having you around alive and kicking. Ok ?

[Dalam hati...wuyoo, banyak gila, jutawan aku]

Eh, abaikan fine print kat atas ye, I LAP U BERI BERI MUCHO dari dulu zaman jadi macai kat Carref0ur SriPetaling sampailah skarang. Masih.Sama.Masih.Hangat.Masih.Gatal

Simbah asid is not kewl bro...

It got onto my nerves, finally

Bila baca paper pasal kes2 yang lepas, aku rasa macam..apa kes mamat ni, main simbah-simbah camni, Mesia x celebrate LoyKratong la bro...

Benda ni dah lama jugakla and keep on happening until the latest case yesterday. Happened in WangsaMaju which is too close for comfort. I started to feel uneasy & it doesn't feel safe anymore to walk around KL. As you know, I am one who walks around KL, I normally take public transport and go places on foot.

As I said, it finally got onto my nerves when I was told that 2 of the victims are my opismate's sister-in-law (Puduraya case) while another one is the younger sister of my SIL's bestfriend (Titiwangsa case).

We do not know when/where/how disaster would strike, so keep your eyes open so that you wouldn't be part of the statistics or at least you could help the authority to nab this psycho guy.

Selain itu, dia juga telah mencemarkan nama baik sebuah kapcai bernama EX5.

Mother's Day with One Unhappy Mother

I gotta leave them kids for few days, leaving for Sing-ka-poh via KLIA around 4.30pm on official trip.

Since all of them was on long leave last month for KK trip, we decided that none will follow. We might be going down again during Nov school hols, so that's considered as justified.

Yesterday, we had an early birthday celebration for Adan coz I won't be around on Monday. I bought him the usual present. Another LEGOCity set, kali ni yang polis pulak. He wanted to complete his coast guard collection but there was none. Gotta check from other outlets as I would love to buy him the coast guard chopper and land transports, cool jeep with stretcher and all. Me likeyyy....(confession : i love lego, now & forever, TQ to my abah who introduced me to the blocks since I was a baby)

To all of you who deserved to be called 'Mother'..Happy Mother's Day from KLIA with tears love ...

Al-Fatihah..PakSu Harun

Semalam on our back home from office, kitorang cancel the plan to have dinner kat mana2 kedai bcoz SIL sms-ed bgtau MIL masak sambal daging quite a lot and asked us to pick-up. Sambal peberet Man, so jatuh hukum wajib untuk singgah tapau.

Sampai2 je depan rumah, my biras opened the door and said 'Paksu meninggal' and I went like 'Paksu ? Paksu Harun ?'. Pegi bilik belakang and MIL said 'Naa...paksu dah tak dak...'. It's surreal. We just bought tickets for 8 of us including MIL & FIL to KK next April. Main agenda for them is to visit Pak Su. Now that Paksu is gone, we can only visit his grave. He's one of the most easy-going uncle from hubby's side.

He's not a healthy man but his death was not expected as he seems healthy after the last heart surgery few years back and according to Maksu, he was still walking around in the ward few hours before his last breath. It must be so hard for Maksu.

He always commute between Tepeng & KK (Maksu is Sabahan). When we were in KK last Apr, he was there checking the renovation progress of his KK house and we met for teh tarik. I listened to MIL talking to her other brother, Paksu called her before AidilAdha to inform that he's going to KK and he's not feeling well. He told MIL that this time he will be going for quite a long time. 'Kakcik, adik nak pi KK, lama lagi baru balik. Adik tak brapa sihat' something like that. I know it's cliche but it is as if he's saying goodbye to his beloved sis, trip to KK is nothing unusual to him that warrant a call to his sister but he did just that this time around.

The saddest part to me is that, 4 of his kids are here (2 in Tepeng, 2 in KL) and they called MIL to ask for advice. They're young adults and teenager. MIL deposited some $$ to pay for their flight. Hope it's enuff. As you know, last minute tickets can cost you a bomb and there are 4 of them. I hope they safely arrived before the burial.

Earlier, Paksu did mentioned to his wife, if he died in KK, just bury him there, which I think is the right thing to do. We should not burden his family just because he was born in Tepeng. The fact that Maksu most probably will stay in Sabah makes more reason to bury him there.

We'll be visiting you soon, Paksu.

Al-Fatihah to Allayarham Harun bin Jal1l

Phew !! Selesai acara sebabak..next !!

Majlis tunang adik aku telah selesai dgn jayanya last Sat. Last nite, I sent my mom, sister & nephews off. My living room now back to normal setting after it was converted into sleeping area toto-ed wall to wall. Now it's time to put everything on record.

Alhamdulillah, all went well. Good weather, good food and good company. Of coz few hiccups here and there which were too small too take note of. (Citer lawak : wakil rombongan tershashul ckp nak meminang r.o.s.e.l.i.n.a plak huhu adikku r.o.s.e.l.i.n.i.)

Mini dais and hantaran made easy. Lucky si darah manis pun jenis tangan kreatif, so I just created the sample and she did the rest. I bought white & pink fabrics from Nagoya@RM3/mtr, told her what need to be done and voila the empty space turned into sweet mini dais. Other materials mostly bought from kedai 99sen. So kerja2 kerastangan kali ini amat breezy dan tidak mematahkan pinggang aku.

 

before and after

Wah, bilik haku sudah sweetmweet, terus mode honeymoon :P

Hantaran balas 7 dulang

Bekas hantaran : Pinjam bekas hantaran P1zah, bekas ni pun duk bersusun dalam almari mak, apa salahnya berbakti kepada yg memerlukan eceh...tetiba

Having food catered for the event really saved the day. We paid our regular caterer to provide lunch (same menu as previous 2 weddings in the family hehe). No mess in my kitchen and i can transform my dining into family landing area...

Photography - DIY & FOC . Rombongan lelaki ingat paid photog sbb masing2 equipped with camera canggih. I proudly announced that both are my BIL (Apiz) & biras (hubby P1zah). Khemah & buffet table oso FOC, courtesy of Apiz si Peniaga Kasut Boya.

Those attended are my close relatives. Geng Gombak of coz, plus geng Kontan & Ganu (atok mak pak sedare sepupu sepapat), everybody had contributed and I can't thank them enuff.

Sumer landing kat sini sbb not much to do pun.

Wakil  rombongan lelaki dari Temerloh, pak sedarenye

Bincang, setuju, doa..amiin. Settle 1 bahagian

adikku, adikku, emakku

Wah..bakal besan mesra2. Goss ke

Sebahagian rombongan sebelum balik

BEHIND THE SCENES

Cake wt wrong shade of pink, aku pacak bunga kekonon fondant, aci ?

Opps..hantaran ku terguliks, sib baik x pecah gelas potpouri..kutip..kutip

'Pekerja contoh' aku sakit gigi huhu

x sia2 tambah order 20pax lg, bajet tapau utk semua org. Cukup2.

 Sumer settle baru sng ati nak dduk mkn, lunch + dinner

 Cinde-lela takleh cun lama2, Kes dera adik sendiri...

Tokei kira bekas buffet ngan dulang

Semoga dipermudahkan urusan kami untuk menyatukan pasangan ini dalam majlis pernikahan yang akan dilangsungkan pada pertengahan tahun hadapan, Amin Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin

  CONGRATS

Next agenda : Memerah & memeras otak untuk her wedding next year. Warna temanya sejak azali lagi telah ditetapkan, by hook or by crook must be : ACID GREEN

11 years of ups and down

HAPPY  E L E V E N th ANNIVERSARY to US

Tight schedule forced us to postpone our 'real' celebration which normally involves nightstay in hotel and nice dinner. Haha

We had it early on Saturday, dinner at Chilis and Robin Ho0d afterwards. That's all. It's better than nothing, right.

We'll have it proper when time permits. Or boleh exchange jadik trip to Krabi, maybe ?

After 1 year of flirting around, 5 years of courting, 11 years of sharing the bed (kenapa mesti bed ?? 18sx), 3 kids and additional 18kg, I still love you, boroi and all..muahhhsss 

Back Home & Going Off again

Hola...I was attending a resindential course in PJ since Sunday and had problems with my network card which cant read the wireless signal. Else aku dh upload bertan2 entries haha..ye lah tu..

Got tepu with all those Islamic Finance stuffs thrown & shoved down my throat. That's my new world and I looike..tomorrow's session, panel discussion & closing ceremony will be in KL, so I checked-out from the 'haunted hostel' after the class ended today (yesterday, coz it's 2.46am oredi). Haunted ? they say and I felt it but lucky not seeing it...very the jgn pandang belakang

Now, I'm back @home with kids. Just finished another round of packing, we're OFF TO PENANG for a short 2-in-1 break (mkn2 holiday & Norsan's wedding).

So, camera : done
baju kurung : done
heels : done
susu hannah : done
ubat2an : done

and I'm done...

Salam Aidil Adha

Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidil Adha to you my frenz...

As usual, my Adha will be spent in KL. Looking back, I have to admit that I've never been back to Terengganu for Raya Haji. A thought that suddenly made me in tears.

I have accepted that as part and parcel of life. Keep on thinking about it then you tend to be a lil bit ungrateful. Alhamdulillah for what I have had with me and on me. Amiin.

2 November 2009 - Day 1 for 2 Kick-Off

Kick-Off 1 : I'm now officially in my new department.

Kick-Off 2 : My new house got whacked & hacked.

Konvo Iniey

Mana :: YouITM Sahalam
Bila :: 24 Okt 2009
Siapa :: Geng Ganu + Me + Hubby (no kids :P)
Buatpe :: Ada budak konvo
Spesel note :: Kia belasah b*ntot Kelisa lat Fed. Hi-way

Congrats to my sis who graduated with a degree in biz major in Marketing (tho I insisted that she pursue Insurance). Tak sia2 duk Melaka. You've done well and everybody is proud of you being the 2nd person in the family to have a scroll.

Pround parents (harus amek gambar kat plaque Melaka)

She did her Dip in ITMDungeon and I missed the convo sbb takleh cuti, Dip convo selalunya on weekdays.

Congrats jugak untuk diri sendiri karna tiba2 perasan cun & kurus, jadi haruslah camwhore dgn org yg sepatutnya menjadi star of the day. Here..when r.o.s.e.l.i.n.a & r.o.s.e.l.i.n.i collides

C  O  N  G  R  A  T  S

I'll be leaving my usual 'playground'...

Yesterday.

I received a call.

'Our Director has agreed to offer you the post...bla bla bla'.

Calmly.

I said..

'I'll get back to you on the agreed release date, thank you'.

Click.

I put the receiver down.

Take a look at eager faces around me, asking 1 question.

I can only say..

YES, I GOT IT

And THAT will mark a new chapter in my career.

I will be playing in a new playground.

Not matter where, I'll play my usual games as I'm just a kid.

Raya la pulak...

Ish ish..kejap je posanya..dh abis pun...aku rasa posa aku tahun ni mcm better sbb aku dpt pi terawih pastu aku dpt masak untuk family much2 more than before.

Cuma part 'beraye' je blom pass. Acara melawat sedare sgt kurang baik belah T'ganu or Gombak. Agaknya sebab dh terbiasa camtu. Parents Man not the type yg bawak anak2 round umah sedare sbb my FIL expecting the younger generation (anak2 sedare dia) to come and visit him. Secara propernya, he should not be visiting them..haa gitu konsepnya. He's 2nd last out of 13. So we have many cousins yg older than my parents. Belah T'ganu pulak suka jenjalan tapi dulu2 x de transport, family aku kan semekin. Lama2 dh jadik rutin duduk umah raya sendiri & balik kg jumpa atok & nenek jek. Itu mcm agak senang nak ubah compared to belah G0mbak. Tapi tak terubah2 pun. Jiran plak baru je 1 ,2 rumah. Apa nak jadik la nih...ni dh berapa kali berangan daaaa..sampai lani duk camtu gak.

So kononnya tahun ni x nak berkira..biar orang x dtg umah kita, kita pegi je raye umah dia. Mana tau org tu pun tggu kita dtg umah dia dulu baru dia nk balas kunjung kan ? Masih mode angan2 juga..x tau la jadik ke tak lagi... tungguuu

Panjang lak intro..

Jadi sempena Syawal yang mulia ni, aku nak mintak maaf sekilo dua, mana tau apa yg aku cakap tulis or gurau tu rasa mcm kelakar (perasan & kepochi ) tapi rupa2nya menyakitkan hati org sekeliling. Klu ada yg terasa tu mintak maaf byk2 ye kawan2..SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

* Sebenarnya aku dh karang entry ni lama dah tapi sbb kat opis buat2 bz, sampai sudah x upload

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Selamat Menyambut bulan Ramadhan buat semua...Moga2 dpt kaut semua pahala yg terbentang.

Mana2 amalan baik harap terus kekal bukan sbb ambik syarat bulan mulia...

Sgt teruja plan solat tarawikh dgn anak2 now that all of them dah big enuff. Hannah almost daily ikut babah solat kat masjid. 'Hannah tgk je..' haha takpela..pelan2 ajar dia.

Malam tadi dh keluarkan telekung Along kecik2 dulu utk Hannah..haa good, muat..muat..

Wah..excitedkan ?? After 3 years x dpt join this year 1st time kami akan beramai2 memeriahkan Masj1d Assyakirin.

Best best......eh jap jap..aku nk g toilet jap, aku kat audit site lagi ni, keje x ingat dunia.

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As expected..aku dpt 'kad merah' uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

apa2pun Selamat berpuasa la korang, kurang2 esok lauk pauk aku cukup masin manisnya

Being Birthday Gurl is 7th Heaven

Eceh..tgk tajuk..birthday GURL tu...girl konon kahkahkah opps dah dah jgn suka gelakkan diri sendiri

TQ kepada kawang-kawang yang wish thru HP, FB, and di belog ini..jadi episod seterusnya adalah menggambarkan kegumbiraan hati aku walopon sure akan ada org kata aku 'nyoho'...ahh !! pedulikan aja (meniru ayat bibik lagi..)

Oleh karna tektik hint secara terang kat laki aku x berjaya, maka aku dgn naked nekad tlh bertindak membeli sendiri hadiah idaman itu. Ala..klu bukan besday pon beli gakkan ? kan ? kan ? Nak justify la tu kuar duit beli barang mainan utk diri sendiri. Aku beli sbb bendalah tu dah nak pupus, aku x nak adik-beradik dia yg lagi canggih sebab...aku nak DIA..ish x paham2 ke ?

Senangnya dlm hati..lalalala

Pastu, aku baru tau aku ada sebijik henpon yang intelligent, dah pecah skrin sumer pun elok je boleh pakai..tiba2 hari Jumaat mcm sengal, see..timing baik punya. Org call x leh dengar sore aku...mati2 aku ingat diorang yg pekak. hello.. hello.. hellloooooooooo... pastu secara misteri angin xdak ribut takdak tiba-tiba '2 missed call'..apakah ? Sia2 aku kena marah ngan laki aku 'Apsal x jwb phone??' (insert muka b'kerut + inesen kat sini)

Rupa2nya ada org nak belikan yang baru..eh susah susah je, 'err tokei, wane merah ye'....TQ Yang..klu I x jwb phone anggapkan saja I tgh terkial2 nak godek menatang ni.

On Monday, sebab sayang laki lebih dari sayangkan Giggs maka aku selebret secara berdua2an. Ni kira tahun pertama (lps 10 tahun) kami dgn rasa x bersalah kuar selebret & dating mlm2. (time 10th anni. pun gitu w'pon pkl10pm lari balik ambik Hannah) Sbb malas nak jalan jauh2 aku suggest layan buffet kat bawah opis yg aku audit skarang. Man kata after 6.30 la dia gerak dr opis. Citer lawak masa aku tggu (bg aku la, tp mmg x lawak klu tnya Man erk.ampun). Aku ngantuk gilabab, godek alarm kt henpon baru. Bila sedar tgk jam 6.30, tp apsal kt luar gelap ek..tenung jam lagi..ceh apa aku mamai ni..dh 7.30 !! kelamkabut bukak henpon...ambik kau 9 missed call. Sia2 henpon baru.....maka aku ngan mamainya turun bawah makan apa yg patut.

Achievement, 1st time ever. I didn't hit the dessert counter AT ALL. which means I also broke my dessert-always-comes-1st routine yay..

Konon2 rasa x bersalah ye..blom apa2 tringat kat bdk2...by 9 dh rushing back. Given all the hugs and kisses at the door as usual and later they gave me these. Ni pasti tektik subahat dgn babah (coz he knew I wanted IsseyMiyake) but I'm still touched..especially when reading the card. Adan offered to read it..uhukuhuk berebut time nak ambik gambar dgn beg hadiah masing2 and Hannah declared 'Ni hadiah ibu ngan Hannah'..semerbak anak aku sepanjang malam :)

LOVE YOU KIDDOs

Kesimpulan : Bulan July adalah heaven

Note : Aku rasa aku juga telah mereward diri aku dgn 2 lagi henbeg. Dua2 must buy sbb harga gila..Dd dh tgk 1, Ezzah dh tgk lg 1

I'm Supposed to be Wiser Today, Am I Not ?

I'm 34

I don't feel like 34

But I like being 34 though still acting like 24

Too many FOURs

Happy Birthday to me, may Allah bless me & my family. Amiin

Hint kat cintahati to buy me sumthing on my wishlist. Only to be replied with 'Huhh??'..oopss salah strategi nampaknya. So end up beli hadiah yg diingini itu tanpa sponsor hahaha

He bought me a present yesterday, pickup this morning and later pegi umah Ezzah to selebret besday Irfatul Haifa. Ezzah & Izam, you both were doomed, you're now forced & fated to remember my birthday as well as my bibik's anniversary as my maid kahkahkah

Note : ManU will be playing M'sia AGAIN tonite, TQ for staying. Don't let me be booed on my besday, pls score at least 5 and let M'sia to score 1 or 2, ok..deal !!

Wow...we're married for 10 years !! TEN YEARSSS !!

Not today...tomorrow it will be TEN, a decade, one zero, 10 years !!

23 May 1999 - 23 May 2009

Since we had some 'agenda' tonite and tomorrow...I would like to congratulate myself and hubby for being able to hold on to this sacred married life..

• no matter how annoying I can be
• no matter how you hated me when I started nagging
• no matter how bengkek you were when I kept on saying 'jap lagi, 5 min lagi' when you woke me up every morning
• no matter how disrecpectful I was to buldoze some of your decisions
• no matter how rude I was to give you THE LOOK when I was against you scolding the kids
• no matter how dissappointed you were when I gave excuses not to ehem ehem

many many more

I'm sorry if I were too dominant but then you have your own part that I have to bear with. So in the end we are to accept and tolerate what's best and what's worst in each other.

We never had a grand wedding

We never had a 'real' honeymoon

We never had time to travel the world

We never had enuff money to spend for ourself until lately

We never had so many things to compare to others

But we had each other when we had nothing else

After 10 solid years and 3 big kids I think we deserve to celebrate 'US BEING TOGETHER' in a more grand manner.

HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY. I LOVE YOU

Selamat Ulangtahun ke-7, Adan

My keding son is now 7 :)

No matter how challenging it was or it gonna be, ibu and babah will be there for you. Thinking of all the pain that you have been through and the fact that you rarely shed a single tear even when they poked a giant needle or when they pushed 10-20ml of drugs into your body every few hours for so many years..it made me realise that you're actually stronger than me. I don't know how you can cope with all that...

Thank you Allah for the gift, for giving us this boy. This sweet dimpled smile boy. Ahh..that dimple brought me back to the moment when you were juz 3 days old and I thought I hadn't had a chance to kiss you before the surgery, the moment when the nurse noticed me and held the OT door with her legs, the moment when you suddenly opened you big eyes and smiled at me showing that dimples of yours, the moment the nurses cried with me when I can't kiss you coz there's too many tubes and I can't tiptoe with my c-sec scar, the moment that was carved deeply in my heart, it won't get erased.

Being able to see you growing-up, cheeky, sneaky and sometimes rasa nak aje 'bagi'...all the ups and down. That's priceless.

Happy birthday Adan, love you. Nak siku ke ? hahaha

In Memory of Dr Haliza and Dr Amin...

The 1st part of this entry was written on Friday nite when it was reported that both of them went missing, I don't know why I was a bit hesitant in publishing it, I think deep in my heart I was hoping that both of them will be found, safe and sound. So I saved it as a draft, only to edit it again tonight with the sad news.

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It was reported in most of the newpapers today but I took no notice of it until I read it in Harian Metro while waiting for my order.

Dua doktor pakar hilang

AMPANG JAYA: Dua doktor pakar kanak-kanak hilang selepas keluar dari Hospital Ampang Puteri, di sini, dengan menaiki kenderaan seorang daripada mereka, pagi Rabu lalu.

Kedua-dua mereka yang bertugas di hospital berkenaan dikenal pasti sebagai Haliza Mohd Shafie, 53, dan Amin Tai Abdullah@Tai Yun Ming, 57.

Ketua Polis Daerah Ampang Jaya, Asisten Komisioner Abdul Jalil Hassan, berkata pihaknya menerima laporan dibuat keluarga mangsa memaklumkan mereka masih tidak pulang sehingga semalam. “Kandungan laporan itu memaklumkan dua doktor berkenaan, Haliza bernombor kad pengenalan 560218-08-6392 manakala Tan bernombor kad pengenalan 521229-12-5201.

“Laporan polis itu dibuat suami Haliza, Md Ridzuwan Mansor yang menyedari kehilangan kedua-dua mereka sejak tarikh kejadian,” katanya di sini, semalam.

Menurut Jalil, hasil rakaman kamera litar tertutup (CCTV) pada jam 11.30 pagi mendapati kedua-dua mereka dilihat keluar dari hospital itu dengan berpakaian pejabat.“Mereka menaiki kereta jenis Nissan Latio berwarna hitam dengan nombor pendaftaran BKF 304 iaitu milik Haliza yang berada di tempat letak kereta kakitangan hospital. “Selepas itu, kedua-dua doktor berkenaan tidak pulang ke rumah mahupun datang bertugas dan kereta Amin turut masih berada di tempat letak kereta khas,” katanya.

Berikutan itu, beliau meminta orang ramai yang mempunyai sebarang maklumat berhubung kehilangan itu supaya menghubungi Inspektor Norazman Zakaria di talian 019-2147899 atau Ibu Pejabat Polis Daerah (IPD) Ampang Jaya di talian 03-42897222 untuk membantu siasatan.

It failed to register in my brain earlier coz other papers did not mention any names or which hospital.

Both of them are our family doctors. Dr Amin was the paediatric surgeon, the one who performed the surgery to correct Adan's condition (Trachea Oesofageal Fistula) when Adan was 3-days old and continued to monitor him in NICU for the next few weeks. He was the one I asked for when nurses failed to get Adan's vein to poke the IV.

While for Dr Haliza, she was Adan's paediatrician since Day 1. She was very fond of Adan since he was APSH 1st TOF case (born and treated).
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Now that both of them were no longer with us, all the memories kept on rolling in my head like a movie. I knew them both for 7 years esp. Haliza. When Adan was in his 1st year, we met her on weekly basis, and later with a good progress it became monthly, every 3 months, 6 months and now as and when necessary. Both Dr Haliza and Dr Amin were good friends.

It came as no surprise when the police confirmed that they suffered multiple injuries due to hiking accident somewhere in Bukit Tabuh. She was an outdoor type. We used to talk about her scuba diving trips and other activities. I read their friend's blog, it was mentioned that both had reached the everest base camp before and scheduled to climb Mt. Kinabalu, again. They might be warming up for the trip...fate's calling.

Due to our frequent visits, we knew the trick to avoid waiting too long in her clinic. Hubby will rempit to APSH to get the number 1st thing in the morning, usually no 1-4 hehe and we'll be there around 10 or 11am coz she only came in around 10.30 or 11.30 after her ward round. ahh..memories

You know what ? For 7 years.. I've been putting off the intention to capture her with my boy..there's always..nantilah..one day I will. Now..Adan will only remember her in his mind, as he fondly called...Dr Haliza Adan, like she belongs to him mmm...From now on, we won't be meeting her jovial-self and hearing her saying her usual greeting whenever we meet her...

'Haniff Rashdan, my special boy...'

Al-Fatihah dan takziah kepada keluarga Dr Haliza and Dr Amin. We are forever in debt to both of them.

You're NINE...9..mmmm 9th oredi ?

Stop growing please...

Hanis is 9 years old TODAY. Happy besday my little princess. All my love for you...

No celebration tonight since she got Ujian Setara tomorrow. We'll have one small do this weekend.

I'm still lost what to get you for your birthday. Babah is done n ready. Aciq is still thinking. Never mind, still got time till weekend. Need to get card for you so that you won't feel as if we don't celebrate your birthday (knowing how sensitive you are..sentapzz aje).

Chill out baby...soon we'll be hitting the shopping malls together-gether, girl's day out..yippeee..

Some old piccies, ni jaman2 pakai kamera pelem n jugak kamera phone cikai hehe